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So, I recently turned 26 and am just so disappointed in myself. Not with the way my life is but just with the way I have just lost complete control over my body...

Since highschool I have gained about 140lbs....I just went nutz....before I met my husband I work out 4 hours a day 2 hours before work and 2 hours after work and I was great. I have never pushed myself to extreme limits. I have just always tried to be comfortable in my own skin....but after 5 years of marriage and 2 babies I think I have just lost myself.... Not really the person I am but the way I look....don't get me wrong for a morbidly obese woman I think I look decent....whatever that is....I am 5'11 and seem to "carry the weight well" but I have known for awhile there is a problem....I have really thought about all the aspects of this lifestyle and never really "tried" for it but now that it is seeming to creep into my life I can not say that I am opposed to it. I mean what is wrong with eating to live rather than living to eat....It is so hard when you come from a southern family that is CONSTANTLY eating but I am prepared to finish this transition into this lifestyle that I have been avoiding for so long.....I am not doing it to be unhealthy or extreme I am ALLOWING it becuase the feeling of hunger means that your body is taking care of riding itself of all this nasty mess you put in it....hunger is not a bad feeling....what would be bad would be to die a bad example to our daughter and son being over weight and not being able to fully enjoy them.

I am hoping to find support and accountability with this site and wish everyone the best of luck in achieving their goal...

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